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August 14th, 2006 (09:20 pm)

This journal has been retired. Thanks for the wonderful dance everybody.

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And so an era ends.

August 14th, 2006 (08:54 pm)

The notes of a song swam through her head.

Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared beneath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known you'd ever say goodbye
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance.

She found herself dancing, but she instinctively knew that something, no someone was missing. She closed her eyes and an assortment of images bombarded her brain.

A woman with red hair, a man with blond wearing a hat and mask. Family and friends, people that she didn't remember meeting. And there, right there in her mind's eyes she saw a dragon. A magnificent yellow dragon with the saddest eyes. She wanted to cry for him.

Her arms felt so empty, but still she danced.

Holding you I held everything
For a moment wasn't I the king
But if I'd only known how the king would fall
Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance
Yes my life is better left to chance
I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance.

"Red! Let's go, we've got things to do girl!"

Luce's yell brought her out of her imanginary world, and as the dream faded into reality, as the memory of what had never been faded into obscurity, she whispered, "Goodbye."

Tyson Marie Blade [userpic]

OOC: Message log from MSN Messenger, if you want to read it go ahead.

August 5th, 2006 (12:17 am)

I've seen some really shitty things in my life. I've been the receipient of some really shitty actions, and I've done some really shitty things. That said, what I had to deal with tonight was completely and totally unnecassary.

For those that don't know. In the Vegas OOC there were some actions taken in an intro post that has since been removed from the site. I participated in that post, and I went to far in my actions ICly. I was called to the carpet, and I apologized for those actions. I also made a statement using my ooc journal in Brps in a friends brps post. That friend has known me for a year, and knows that what was said was meant to be as a joke. I hope.

Today, I was messaged by the person that those remarks were made towards. What follows is the entire conversation that was had between me and that person.

A space between replies indicates a different person talking. Oh yea, and Stalker Chick (or SC)is my name for her, not the name that she was going by. After date and time, all comments by her will be headed with either Stalker Chick or SC

Stalker Chick vs. Red: Winner: RedCollapse )

For those of you that have questions about this convo, I will gladly answer them. You can leave the question in a reply, or message me on my MSN.

It should also be said that during this entire thing I was conversing on another window with the Mods of the Vegas comm, as well as the Alice referred to, the one from Sages.

There are several key instances in which SC lied directly to me about things that she did or did not say about me or about another.

Tyson Marie Blade [userpic]

OOC Birthday Request

August 4th, 2006 (12:00 am)

Hey all. With the rejuvination of Red, I thought I'd ask this.

I've been trying my hand at icons. Haven't gotten them uploaded to Red's account yet, but I will. Anyways, my iconage skills is about nill. To put it bluntly, I'm not so good at it. I can visualize really well, it's the creating that's sucky.

So since my birthday is coming up on October seventh of this year, and I'll be a ripe ol' 26 years old. I thought I'd make a simple request.

If there are any of you on my flist that are icon makers extraordinares, and I know of a few of you. Would you be willing to make me icons as a gift?

I will gladly credit them to you, and you will forever have my eternal devotion.

Tyson Marie Blade [userpic]

Of the OOC again.

August 3rd, 2006 (02:21 am)

Right...thanks guys for all the advice on how to get back into Red's head and how to reawaken a character. Notice, I said Red.

Fuck the Tyson crap...excuse my language, I've been very vulgar this night.

I'm going back to old school on her. Ding Dong, the bitch ain't dead no more.

The pack is going bye bye. RO is basically going to take a header. But Red is here to stay. Fuck the fates and their tool. She's going back to what she was at one point in time. A witty, fun loving character that has a mouth that would make a sailor blush. She's still a work in progress, so give me some time. But you will see changes. And I'm done with the angst.

Tyson Marie Blade [userpic]

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July 14th, 2006 (07:40 pm)

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July 9th, 2006 (11:17 am)

I died in the Dungeon of Zhilbar

I was killed in a damp fountain room by Thegorillawhale the cockatrice, whilst carrying...

a Figurine of Epicyclical, the Wand of Rock Climbing, the Armour of Lisacharly, the Amulet of Sayitthrice, a Figurine of Hereinspirit, the Crown of Sanctus Mater and 72 gold pieces.

Score: 136

Explore the Dungeon of Zhilbar and try to beat this score,
or enter your username to generate and explore your own dungeon...

Tyson Marie Blade [userpic]

Dungeon: Duh duh dun...

July 9th, 2006 (12:05 am)

I died in the Dungeon of Darkdemonicwolf

I was killed in a mosaic-tiled burial chamber by Danica Talos the fire elemental, whilst carrying...

a Figurine of Alucardtepes, a Figurine of the Rebel Son, the Axe of Occult, the Armour of Littlebloodwolf, the Shield of Wicca, the Dagger of Images, the Dagger of Queenofmalice, the Crown of He That Seeth, the Shield of Sarah Humphries, a Figurine of Hail King, the Wand of Occult and 35 gold pieces.

Score: 130

Explore the Dungeon of Darkdemonicwolf and try to beat this score,
or enter your username to generate and explore your own dungeon...

Tyson Marie Blade [userpic]


July 8th, 2006 (04:29 pm)

As you all may have noticed. I've not played Red or the pack recently. There is a reason for this, and no it's not that I've fallen out of love with the characters, but I don't like where they are now.

I struggled to change Red into Tyson, due to my own faults on not respecting the rules of rp..something that caused me to be indoctrined into the BRPS hall of fame on several occasions. I didn't like how manipulative Red was becoming, didn't like how I was playing her...now I'm wondering if I was wrong to change what I had established. And how do I go back to what once was?

I've seriously considered just deleting this whole journal and starting over from scratch, but as somene so kindly pointed out, everyone gets sick of retcons really quickly; and that would fuck up what relationships she does have established.

So I guess the question of the hour, of the day and the year and maybe the century, what can I do to change her? How can I make it so that I actually enjoy playing her again?

Tyson Marie Blade [userpic]


May 6th, 2006 (02:18 pm)

Zhilbar was safe, which was a relief to Tyson. She knew that things had changed, and she was sure that things would never be the way they were. People didn't seem to understand, that she wasn't the anomoly. She was not the alternate or the fake. It had been the other her, the her who still haunted her nightmares, the one that still sat in the darkest corner of her brain and told her that she would fail. That had been the one that wasn't real. The other her was nothing but the Fate's tool, and she wasn't. She was herself; there was nothing more to say.

She didn't know where they'd go from here relationship wise, but she did know, if he didn't want to continue, that was fine. She didn't want to pick things up from where they left off. She wanted to start over, to see if they could find the happiness that they had in the past.

But if they couldn't. that was fine with her.

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